The repository was vast and filled with the wisdom of ages long past, the air thick with the scent of old parchment and dust. Kellam moved slowly through the dimly lit aisles, his fingers brushing over the spines of ancient tomes, each one a reminder of the knowledge and power that had been lost to time. But despite the grandeur of the place, his thoughts were far from the texts that surrounded him.
He was brooding, his mind churning with the bitterness and resentment that had taken root in his heart. The day had been long and grueling, filled with the usual challenges of leadership, but it was Megara's words that echoed most loudly in his mind. She wanted him to reconcile with his son, to mend the fractured relationship that had plagued him for years. But the very thought of it made his blood boil.
He paused before one of the shelves, pulling down a heavy, leather-bound book, not really seeing the faded title. His jaw clenched as he remembered her insistence, her gentle yet firm voice as she urged him to take the first step. *For the good of your people, for the good of your soul,* she had said. But all Kellam could feel was the weight of obligation pressing down on him, suffocating him.
*She has no idea what she’s asking,* he thought bitterly, flipping through the pages without really reading them. His son had chosen to defy him, to walk away from everything Kellam had tried to build, and now Megara expected him to just forget all of that? To open his heart again, as if the past didn’t still burn like a fresh wound?
His people, the proud Clan Ghilain, had found a new home in Arlathan, and under Megara's rule, they were flourishing. But her request felt like a command, one he could not easily refuse. If he did, he risked not only his own standing but the well-being of his clan. They looked to him for guidance, and he couldn’t let them down—not after everything they had endured.
Kellam snapped the book shut with a force that echoed through the silent repository, the sound startling even to his own ears. *How can I be expected to forgive when I’ve been wronged so deeply?* he thought, his anger simmering just beneath the surface. His son had chosen a different path, one that had led them to this bitter estrangement. And now, after all this time, why should he be the one to extend an olive branch?
He began to pace the narrow aisle, his boots thudding softly on the stone floor, the dim light casting long shadows that danced with each step. Part of him knew that Megara was right—that reconciliation would bring some measure of peace, not just for him, but for the entire clan. But the other part of him, the part that had been hardened by years of disappointment and betrayal, railed against the idea. He wasn’t sure he could find it within himself to reach out, to try and rebuild what had been broken.
The thought of his son twisted like a knife in his gut. *Does he even want to reconcile?* Kellam wondered, pausing before a particularly old text, his fingers tracing the intricate patterns on its cover. *Or would it just be another source of pain, another wound to carry?*
He let out a heavy sigh, the weight of his decision bearing down on him like a storm cloud. *Damned if I do, damned if I don’t.* He was caught between his duty to his people and the bitterness that had festered within him for too long. The repository, with all its ancient knowledge, offered no answers—only more questions.
Kellam leaned against the shelf, his gaze distant as he stared into the shadows, lost in thought. The path ahead was unclear, and he felt more trapped than ever, stuck between the expectations of his people and the wounds of his past. The repository was a place of reflection, of learning, but today, it offered him little solace. He could only brood over the choices that lay before him, uncertain of which path he would take, or if he had the strength to take it at all.
He was brooding, his mind churning with the bitterness and resentment that had taken root in his heart. The day had been long and grueling, filled with the usual challenges of leadership, but it was Megara's words that echoed most loudly in his mind. She wanted him to reconcile with his son, to mend the fractured relationship that had plagued him for years. But the very thought of it made his blood boil.
He paused before one of the shelves, pulling down a heavy, leather-bound book, not really seeing the faded title. His jaw clenched as he remembered her insistence, her gentle yet firm voice as she urged him to take the first step. *For the good of your people, for the good of your soul,* she had said. But all Kellam could feel was the weight of obligation pressing down on him, suffocating him.
*She has no idea what she’s asking,* he thought bitterly, flipping through the pages without really reading them. His son had chosen to defy him, to walk away from everything Kellam had tried to build, and now Megara expected him to just forget all of that? To open his heart again, as if the past didn’t still burn like a fresh wound?
His people, the proud Clan Ghilain, had found a new home in Arlathan, and under Megara's rule, they were flourishing. But her request felt like a command, one he could not easily refuse. If he did, he risked not only his own standing but the well-being of his clan. They looked to him for guidance, and he couldn’t let them down—not after everything they had endured.
Kellam snapped the book shut with a force that echoed through the silent repository, the sound startling even to his own ears. *How can I be expected to forgive when I’ve been wronged so deeply?* he thought, his anger simmering just beneath the surface. His son had chosen a different path, one that had led them to this bitter estrangement. And now, after all this time, why should he be the one to extend an olive branch?
He began to pace the narrow aisle, his boots thudding softly on the stone floor, the dim light casting long shadows that danced with each step. Part of him knew that Megara was right—that reconciliation would bring some measure of peace, not just for him, but for the entire clan. But the other part of him, the part that had been hardened by years of disappointment and betrayal, railed against the idea. He wasn’t sure he could find it within himself to reach out, to try and rebuild what had been broken.
The thought of his son twisted like a knife in his gut. *Does he even want to reconcile?* Kellam wondered, pausing before a particularly old text, his fingers tracing the intricate patterns on its cover. *Or would it just be another source of pain, another wound to carry?*
He let out a heavy sigh, the weight of his decision bearing down on him like a storm cloud. *Damned if I do, damned if I don’t.* He was caught between his duty to his people and the bitterness that had festered within him for too long. The repository, with all its ancient knowledge, offered no answers—only more questions.
Kellam leaned against the shelf, his gaze distant as he stared into the shadows, lost in thought. The path ahead was unclear, and he felt more trapped than ever, stuck between the expectations of his people and the wounds of his past. The repository was a place of reflection, of learning, but today, it offered him little solace. He could only brood over the choices that lay before him, uncertain of which path he would take, or if he had the strength to take it at all.
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