“Then what will I do? Do you have anything planned? Or I should just travel around the world making amends for my past? How do I even atone all the shit I have done?” she said, for once sounding vulnerable in this conversation. She genuinely thought that she was way too gone to be redeemed.
“And what happens later? I manage to make up for what I made for you and then I just leave? Where will I go? Besides the whole village must hate me after I did, where will I even stay?” there were so many questions, so many doubts; was she even worth the attempt?
There was a long moment of silence where she pondered her options. If it was for her, she would take the easiest way to deal with this. Dying didn’t sound that bad, if something a part of her believed that it being over would be so easy but if this was Madeline’s wish she would honor it; she owed her that much. “Okay I will do it. Not for him, but for you” because her former “boss” wouldn’t be the reason to take this chance, she would do it for the ones she cared about.
“And what happens later? I manage to make up for what I made for you and then I just leave? Where will I go? Besides the whole village must hate me after I did, where will I even stay?” there were so many questions, so many doubts; was she even worth the attempt?
There was a long moment of silence where she pondered her options. If it was for her, she would take the easiest way to deal with this. Dying didn’t sound that bad, if something a part of her believed that it being over would be so easy but if this was Madeline’s wish she would honor it; she owed her that much. “Okay I will do it. Not for him, but for you” because her former “boss” wouldn’t be the reason to take this chance, she would do it for the ones she cared about.
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