Rosalie looked down as she leaned against Vincent “About that, my brother has written to me recently; he’s worried about how I am doing” said the blonde as she looked down “And don’t worry I won’t take his offer of him taking me back, I am here until the ends for the wardens…for you” she said placing her hand on his
“But I have to admit that there are things that are getting harder” she said quietly “Sleepy doesn’t come to me as easily, it’s not only about the hours I am awake, it’s also because when I close my eyes like it’s like being back in Honnleath and it’s even worse than here because here I can heal and help but in Honleath I was so little, so unprepared…” she said not realizing that a couple of tears were starting to fall “and I wake up and here I am more prepared but it’s never enough, and then I feel guilty because I went to sleep and Vincent people is dying and I was sleeping” and the wall broke, and she tried to stifle the sobs that threatened to escape her because she was a damn doctor, she was the healer and she could not break, she had to be strong for them.
“But I have to admit that there are things that are getting harder” she said quietly “Sleepy doesn’t come to me as easily, it’s not only about the hours I am awake, it’s also because when I close my eyes like it’s like being back in Honnleath and it’s even worse than here because here I can heal and help but in Honleath I was so little, so unprepared…” she said not realizing that a couple of tears were starting to fall “and I wake up and here I am more prepared but it’s never enough, and then I feel guilty because I went to sleep and Vincent people is dying and I was sleeping” and the wall broke, and she tried to stifle the sobs that threatened to escape her because she was a damn doctor, she was the healer and she could not break, she had to be strong for them.
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