Well it was true, Ruth had been the one to walk away from the Clan, walk away from Kellam, from everything. It had hurt Kellam, not that he’d been able to admit it out loud. He loved his son in his own way, in the only way he was able. He fought against the gremlins in his mind that told him things like how worthless he was and how he was better off dead.
When Ruth had been young, after his mother had died, Kellam had projected those feelings on to Ruth, feeling his son was a worthless waste of space. He was good at projecting his issues, and not admitting he had any.
When Ruth had been young, after his mother had died, Kellam had projected those feelings on to Ruth, feeling his son was a worthless waste of space. He was good at projecting his issues, and not admitting he had any.
It’ll be fine until we get back.He grumbled, as he started thinking about how easy it would be to let the shield down and take the chances with the spellfire. Maybe that would be easier, to just give up, but he fought hard against these thoughts and just became angry on the outside like he always did, because feeling sad hurt too much, but feeling angry was something he did so well.
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